Songfic: Two Breaths Walking

A/N: this is originally set in the guys PoV. oh and there's like 1 or 2 curse words in it, but it's not that bad.

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This is the, first page, of my evolution.
Now watch as this story of mine unfolds

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I was rummaging around in my room, but somehow I found an old journal of mine. I opened it up and found that it was when I met her. My dear ______.

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From these two feet I took my step,
Just so I can hold you tightly
From the fear of myself all alone,
I walk so I won't be that lonely.

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It was a while ago, when I was just a young lad. I was always alone, wherever I go. No one wanted to play with me, that is, until one day, she came.

I was sitting on the park bench, scribbling down things in my little note book.

"Um, excuse me?"

My eyes widened and I looked up from my book, to see a girl about my age, with beautiful (h/c) hair and sparkling (e/c) eyes.

"Aren't you lonely, being here by yourself?" she said, snapping me out of my thoughts.

I didn't really think about it before, but I was. "Yes, I am, actually."

She smiled and said, "Well, then how about you play with me? It's no fun being alone." I smiled back and nodded. "Great!" she replied. "I know of a fun place near here! Follow me!" She said, wandering off. I followed right behind. "Ah! I forgot to introduce myself! My name is ________! What's yours?" I told her my name and her face brightened up even more. "That sounds like a great name! I'm glad to meet you!"

....I was really happy that I was able to make a friend that day.

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"Hey mama!
I just can't stop this feeling deep down in my heart"
"That's part of love"

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The more time I spent with her, the more I had this funny feeling in my heart. I didn't know what it was, so I asked my mom to see if she knew.

"Hey mama, lately I've been getting this weird feeling, and I don't know what it is."

"Hm? Where do you get the feeling?" I pointed to my heart and she smiled at me. "That's love, my dear."

"Does it always feel like this?"

"Only when you're thinking about the person you love the most." I didn't really think about it before, but it was whenever I thought about ________. "So tell me, who is it?"

I started to blush when I told my mom, "_-______. It's _______"

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I want you

Hey, right now,
I still remember when I first said I loved you
Even though,
It's been a while but I hope you still recall those words

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Just a few years later she told me, that she and her family are moving away. I was devastated and didn't know what do. I finally built up the courage to tell her something I've been meaning to say, so I told her to meet up with me at the park where we first met, the day before she left.

"I'm here! Where are you?" she said, looking around for me.

"I'm over here, ______." I said, holding her favorite flowers behind my back. "There's something I've been meaning to tell you."

"Hm? What is it?" She blinked and smiled innocently. My face started to heat up.

"I erm, we've known each other for a long time know, and I've been getting this feeling deep in my heart. S-so I just wanted to tell you t-that..." I took a deep breath. "I love you."

Her face started to turn red, and she was smiling. "I... I love you too!" She came over and kissed my cheek. "I promise, one day, we'll see each other again."

With that, she left. The next day, I went over to her house, and sure enough, it was empty. I hoped she would remember the "I love you" I said.

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"Papa, Mama, Teddy Bear"
"Your growing so fast I swear"
"Sorry, but I gotta go . . ."
Oh wait, something is wrong.

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~summer~
More years passed and I'm now 16 in high school. I still remember her. I wonder if she remembers me.

One morning, I was helping my mom clean out the garage. We were picking out our old clothes to give to charity, until we got to a box of my old clothes and my stuffed bear I got many years ago.

"Wow, it seemed like yesterday when you still fit these clothes." my mom said as she held up a small shirt that belonged to me when I was about 7.

"..." was all I could say. I've changed so much since then. I now have new friends. They're awesome to hang with, but they can sometimes be mean.

~time skip to the first day of school~

"Hey, did you hear? There's a new girl in our class, starting from today."
"Yeah, I heard she's kinda weird."
I overheard my friends talking about a new girl. "What's the girl's name?" I asked.

"I think it's ______." I felt happy, knowing that kept her promise and came back. "I heard she's in the Library right now."

"I see. Thanks." I went off to look for her, and my friends decided to follow me.

"Ah, there she is!" one of my friends said, and he pointed to her. She was sitting at a table, wearing a black poncho with a black headband with two white lines on it, reading a book.
"She doesn't look that weird, well, other than that get up," another one said. I thought she looked cute, though.

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When I start to reach my hands to hold you tight,
there's something I felt just ain't right
As I noticed that your face no longer held that simple smile I liked

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Ignoring what they were saying, I walked over to her. I wonder if she actually remembers me.

"Hey, you're the new kid, right?"

She jumped a bit when I spoke, and looked up at me, blinking several times. "Oh, a-ah, yes. My name is ______, ______ _______. It's nice to meet you" I knew it, but wait, she introduced herself to me, does that mean she really forgot about me?

~PoV change! Now it's your view! ~

I was a little nervous about coming back here, hoping to see him again. No one seemed to remember me, so I decided to go to the library and read one of my most favorite books, ___________. I felt alone, but hey, it's not like I didn't feel alone before, after moving away a few years ago, away from my dearest friend, especially after he confessed to me.

"Hey, you're the new kid, right?" I jumped, but then regained myself and looked up at the source of the voice. It was him, but wait, did he just asked me if I was the new kid? Well, I was, but he seemed like he didn't know who I am. Maybe it's just some other boy, who looked like him.

Crud, I didn't answer yet. "Oh, a-ah, yes. My name is ______, ______ _______. It's nice to meet you" I gave him a pained smile, sad about him probably forgetting about me, and stuck out my hand.

~back to his PoV~

Her smile looked different, like she was in pain. Realizing she has been sticking her hand out, I gave her a handshake and smiled back.

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Having been reminded by that face of yours
I realized that it wasn't you, instead these
words of mine were like knives that coldly shine

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~Later that day~
I was walking around during lunch, after I have eaten, and overheard some voices down the hall. I decided to go check it out.

I saw a group of people, both guys and girls, surrounding _______, calling her names and throwing things at her, while she was curled up in the middle of the group.

She looked up and saw me, her eyes filled with fear and in need of help. "(crush name)!" she yelled. Everyone looked at me with several different faces, some looked mad, others had a 'don't-even-think-about-it' look, and the rest had a blank face which showed them that they followed along the others. I realized that some of them were my friends.

"Who told you to talk to me?" I told her, and left without saying another word. ………damn it! Why must I be like them?! I mentally scolded myself. She probably hates me now. Who am I kidding? I hate myself too!

~After School~
I grabbed my bags and left the building. Apparently I was one of the last ones to leave, thanks to my 9th period teacher, holding us back today. I was about to start walking home when I heard someone calling my name. I turned around and saw _______ running towards me.

"W-why? Why didn't you help me?" she said, as she panted from running.
"Just leave me alone. If people saw us together, they might think of something." I replied, as I was about to leave.
"I know you're not like that."
"What are you talking about?"
"…so, I guess you really don't remember…"
"Remember what?"
"When we'd go and hang out together. When we'd play pretend together." She stopped for a moment. "And you probably don't remember what we told each other before I left."
I honestly did remember all of this, but I just don't know what's making me say all these things.

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Before these blades can escape from my mouth
you took not only your lips, but also my lips
with these two they met and joined.

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I opened my mouth, but before I could say anything, she pulled me into a kiss.

~your PoV~
I didn't care about if anyone saw this, nor what they would say. This was something I needed to do, something I've been wanted to do since that day. I was surprised when he started to kiss back.

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Through our kiss
You'll now live breathing in my own breath
Your words have just dissolved in my saliva

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Between that kiss, it seemed that all of his words dissolved into saliva. All of our emotions and thoughts were poured out in that one kiss.
I was the one who broke the kiss, due to the need for air. "You know, you really should try to express yourself more." I smiled more happily at him.
"…you're right." He smiled back at me and embraced me in a hug. "I'm sorry"
"It's alright." I replied as I hugged him back.
"Want you come over for a visit? I'm sure my parents remember you." He asked, as he released me from the hug.
"I'd love to!" I replied and started following him after each step.

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Hey, so now, each breath you take is mine and then you say "I love you"
But if you're gonna do that I have but one request.
Please, whenever I breathe in, breathe in with me as well
and listen to these words that are hidden deep in my heart……

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"Hey…"
"Hm?"
"I love you. Honestly, with all my heart." He looked at me with his gentle smile of his.
I smiled even wider. "I love you, too." I feel like we're both in sync now, and for the rest of our lives……